I.AM.WRONG

I am wrong
I am wrong
I knew that
I am wrong
But I'm incapable of halting myself
to be wrong again.

I am wrong
I am wrong
So wrong to be addicted to the pain you'd caused.

I am wrong
I am wrong.
So wrong to stay and remain in this sweet surrender.

Tell me that I am wrong.
If I were to continue to do wrong.

刻苦铭心

还记得
那留住笑着离开的神态~
一切
那么地完美 。

忘掉天地，世界，人间 。。。

留下了
如此动听豪迈的歌声。

T.I.M.E

Time flies. You agree?

Yesterday I was still struggling and racing with time to practice for today's MUET speaking test and now I'm already relaxing and enjoying myself with blogging. Haha!

And whoa! Time flies. I missed my secondary school life in SMKSK, I miss our jokes, our freedoms and I missed most my teachers!

Struggling here
to turn back time
Racing here
with the current time
And 5 years passed
like
in a min of time.

Time is love
But
Love needs time

5 years passed
yet
5 is inadequate

So guess what?
I'm left with nothing
at the age of 18.

Heart talks #3 *Recall . Remember . Retain*

Trying to recall when life was once so tender
And no one weep except a fumbler

Trying to recall when life was once so perfect
And everything is flawless back then

Trying to recall when life was once so felicitous
And nobody care to shed their tears

Trying to recall when life was once so fantasy
And that dreams were kept beside my pillow

Now
Trying to remember....

Remember when life was once so tender
And no one weep except a fumbler

Remember when life was once so perfect
And everything is flawless back then

Remember when life was once so felicitous
And nobody care to shed their tears

Remember when life was once so fantasy
And that dreams were kept beside my pillow

Trying to recall and remember
those tender memories and sensational touch

To be retained
Deep down in my heart.

Heart talks #2 *Why do you shout!*

‘Why do we shout in anger?'
‘When two people are angry at each other, their hearts distance a lot. To cover that distance they must shout to be able to hear each other. The angrier they are, the stronger they will have to shout to hear each other through that great distance.’

‘What happens when two people fall in love?'
They don’t shout at each other but talk softly, why? Because their hearts are very close. The distance between them is very small.

‘When they love each other even more, what happens?'
‘They do not speak, only whisper and they get even closer to each other in their love. Finally they even need not whisper, they only look at each other and that’s all. That is how close two people are when they love each other.’

But wherever we're together, silence always take over and rule me-and-you world.
At that instant, I do hope it is true that we love each other even more.
However, reality will always give me a tight slap and wake me up.
Everything is so vague right now.
The world is dark.
The pain is killing.
Kneeling reverently and hoping sincerely in heart, that someday my world will be lighted up once again and lead me back from my journey to nowhere.

Heart talks #1 *自我挣扎*

我不肯定，

自己在你心里的身份。

也不确定，
自己在你心里的成份。

更不了解，
你的心，在想什么。

我的在乎，会让你想逃吗？ 告诉我。
你还会想要我给的一切吗？告诉我。
我的等待还会换到你的拥抱吗？告诉我。

这一切的一切，请告诉我。

徘徊在悲伤寂寞的空城，
你无情的影子，
与我想随。

掩饰不了那份情绪，
就连眼泪也在颤抖。

等待的日子里，
又有谁明白当中有多少的无奈。

不想换回你一句活该，
更不想要世界最痛的意外。
事到如今，
爱已变成一种伤害。

Wonderful Friday

It's not Friday night fever!
It's Friday noon fever! xD

It's late now...
But I'm still facebook-ing and blogging
Just wish to express out my happiness for my wonderful Friday!

It's been so long or can I say I never experienced it before!
The happiness I experienced with her personally,
just from an ordinary outing in a day,
brings me to an extraordinary new state of mind!

God! Thank you!
What a day u gave to me!
To refresh my mind and soul
To learn to treasure happy moments
To appreciate and to trust someone
To accept everything happening is real.

Thank you~God~

别无所求

至今，
还是身不由己。
多时，
还是得假扮。

潇洒,
就是我,
面对你，
它就不属于我。

遇见你，
仍是
外表镇定，
内心慌了。

我尝试放下
一切的一切，
但也许一切已是注定，
未曾办到。

心，
还想被你问候，
好让我能尝点暖。。

奢求的
只是一份。。。

关心。

我，没变

这些日子来，
我领悟了些。

别人的一派胡言，
我不理！
他人的指指点点，
我不屑！

日子久了，
见面的时间可说可数。
可对你的感觉，
从不变。
心中的那把火，
从不息。

他人会有错觉，
因为，
我成功克制自己的
。。冲动
。。感情
但并不希望你也误会
我变了。

此时此刻，
只想你了解，
我从没变！
但愿你早就明白
心有灵犀一点通。