Monday, November 30, 2009

SPM Thoughts

So, this is SPM. The main topic people focus on it when we step into from4. What's so great you will ask?! Undoubtedly it's very great in Malaysia as it plays an important role in M'sian students' future or is our future decider. With the result, students every year is hunting and competing to grab a scholarship to get free tertiary edu.
SPM...it's everyone target and aim
... it's a responsibility to our school, our family, ourselves
... it's a burden (cannot be denied)
Almost everyone are frighten and nervous about it when SPM is mentioned. We try to forget the pain and anxious it brings but actually is in our sub-conscious mind throughout the 2 years. We play and party-ing and relaxing with a feel of guilt in the heart. A sense of guilt comes across me when I on my pc, facebook-ing, blogging, fun-ing with DSLR, playing badminton, watching tv.....the list goes on. So now it's the time, when I'm in this SPM period, except for the nervousness due to lack of preparation, it's like nothing as time goes on. When I get the questions, I try my best to answer and complete everything in time. How pain is it...how hard is it...it will come to an end somehow. But persistent is really important to get through the tough times for last minute study when trying to swallow the whole book in-you either study as much as possible tonight or blow it off tomorrow! This is the time where you need to be rational and wise. It's SPM, no joke of it, so pissed off and study although you're tired! Finally, 3 papers left to end SPM ( Physics, Chemistry, Chinese). SPM duration for this year is 5 weeks. You see...? Feeling guilty for 2 years for this 5 weeks and 10 subjects. Worth it or not?

Cut it off-History!

Everyone is pretty stress!

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