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近来，生活太忙碌，步伐也很仓促。所谓自己的人生，自己主宰，时间，也得自己安排。有时候，我会突然感到很矛盾，活在那排得满满的 schedule 里，只希望能从寂寞出口逃脱。是很充实，但当生活，时间，节目，把我压得喘不过气时，我又会开始怀念有一种生活，就是什么都不做，一个人在某个角落享受着咖啡，无限制地上网，或者来个睡到自然醒的午觉。一切就那么简单，满足。

星吧克 *Caramel Latte*

我，是一个比较随性，矛盾的人。感觉是什么都可以接受，但就是认真起来又要挑三挑四，嫌这嫌那的，极矛盾吧！向往自由，毫无拘束的人生！想做什么，就做，想吃什么，就去吃！我觉得人生是自己的，应该是全权由自己掌握着。为自己而活，毕竟‘人生有几个十年’。但哎，实际宇宙，又会有多少是顺心人事呢？无可否认我是过分向往，也是我梦寐以求的人生，有时想着想着。。不由自主地想到脑袋放空了。人生就是充满着无奈，也许是要我们学着式着去接受，珍惜所拥有的，学会满足，会比较快乐！

p/s : 不开心时，尝试去吃想吃的，毕竟这是能满足自己最简单的方法，至少我们都有能力做到的。

Fish and Chips by Amigo 

Awesome! ' Carrot Milk ' by Amigo (y)

Family Gathering | X'mas Season | 2011

There's always a phrase saying : ' There's nothing comes more important than a family '.

This is what we always hear, from the media or even much more from our own immediate family members especially the older ones. They stress even more on family joy, love and touch brought by simple family reunion dinner and gathering rather than having big house, big car, and luxurious meal with no love one beside to share the happiness. Most of the time, especially kids like us, will just choose to listen from the either ear and just forget about it and much time we treat those as nagging.

I'm growing, day by day, years by years, from a child to a adolescent, and to a teenager today. Welcoming 2012, I'm 20. And now, I know I'm wrong. So wrong about what we firm think it's right all the while. Having the whole world doesn't assure the existence of happiness and contentment. Happiness and contentment, comes from our daily life, the life we everyday live, and in having a simpler and happening life. There's no point living with all the things we wanted so badly which we don't really need, spending seconds chasing after, and continue being ignorance about those family concept and ideas and at the end, destined to be left alone with nothing. No point living like this right? I'm learning , step by steps, understanding and accepting what life promise us. And so do you.

Having a simple dinner, with cold tea served and cold jokes, I bet you, it can be so simple to be happy. Here comes a short series of photos taken during the Christmas eve night dinner.

See this guy enjoying all the way...

Roasted Pork 'Palm'

The juicy meat

Slurp ~ begins...

A walk after dinner to the Casa del Rio Hotel

Learn to smile like them....

[ Eat . Durian . Shoot ] @ Sagil, Tangkak

Durian - The King of Fruit as described. Many of us are just totally in love with it, indulge in it's aroma and it's taste! But there are still a gang of them who totally can't stand the smell of it, which they described as 'pungent', the smell is unbearable to them! Durian, either you super duper love it, or you darn hate it.

I'm a durian lover, a durian fans! , a durian supporter, 100% durian! Durian is a heaven to me, the taste of heaven. I love my life more whenever I get to eat a 'biji' or a 'huut' (in Hokkien) of durian.

So let's start with the tempting DURIAN I enjoyed eating in a Tangkak farm during July.

A beautiful morning, fresh breeze with only the aroma of durian...~

Let's begin!

Look how contented am I with only a durian in my hand~

Second round makan will start after a short walk in the farm! :)

See? A tree full of fruits!

Bad durian, sudah rosak!

The day is just too good, better don't miss to eat for the second round!

Here we go for the best of the best, king of the king!

Commonly known as 'Mao Shan Wong' ...

After a free flow of durian instead of beer, never forget to pose and having fun camwhore!

My favourite shot of the day! Hope you guys like it too!

Everything of durian I heart. The best durian cendol...durian puff...found only in Melaka! So visit Melaka 2011! :)

[Perfection.太完美]

8th of May 2011, yes tomorrow, is my birthday and it's also a nationwide Mother's Day. Sit back and reminisce my years of living, not too bad though. I'd achieved countless success in these years but couldn't deny that I had also encountered infinite failures. What I'm glad about is that the bad never topple me down, instead they grew me stronger. I'd learnt, to face those hard times with a firm heart. I'd learnt to handle unpleasant circumstances calmly and steadily and to deal with sarcasm by putting a smile on my face.

'There's no lack of beauty in life, but there's a lack of eyes that see the beauty'.

'生活不是缺乏完美，而是缺乏发现完美的眼睛’.

Certainly I heart this phrase.

Life, had once made me into a person hunting for only perfection. But now, life taught me to accept the little flaws to be a better person. I learn to take take things easy, and accept what life promised me. I'm happy.

I decided to blog about my early birthday celebration by my friends. A million thanks to them sincerely.

The whole gang of us. :)

Varieties of fish and chips @ Simply Fish Melaka Raya, Melaka.

My crazy friends.

The moment captured when I was about to blow the candle. *funny mouth*

Last but not least, happy birthday to myself.

p/s : 勇敢就是我的许愿树，每当我追求完美太顽固，感谢你们化身我的许愿树。谢谢你们这些年的原谅，原谅我的不完美，包含我追求的完美，接受我的太完美。

Heart talks #2 *Why do you shout!*

‘Why do we shout in anger?'
‘When two people are angry at each other, their hearts distance a lot. To cover that distance they must shout to be able to hear each other. The angrier they are, the stronger they will have to shout to hear each other through that great distance.’

‘What happens when two people fall in love?'
They don’t shout at each other but talk softly, why? Because their hearts are very close. The distance between them is very small.

‘When they love each other even more, what happens?'
‘They do not speak, only whisper and they get even closer to each other in their love. Finally they even need not whisper, they only look at each other and that’s all. That is how close two people are when they love each other.’

But wherever we're together, silence always take over and rule me-and-you world.
At that instant, I do hope it is true that we love each other even more.
However, reality will always give me a tight slap and wake me up.
Everything is so vague right now.
The world is dark.
The pain is killing.
Kneeling reverently and hoping sincerely in heart, that someday my world will be lighted up once again and lead me back from my journey to nowhere.

Dream come true

Yeh finally my dream is fulfilled. One day trip to KL just to buy my the lens I wanted so badly! Against all odds, finally upgrade my gear with a Sigma 18-200mm lens, and I hope I can really make a new breakthrough in my photography skill with a new upgrade ba~!! I trust myself...but I also trust the people around me that they will give me a chance to perform! Thanks in advance.

Some shots to share from today's trip shot with the new lens! :P
KL town...



And many thanks to ....
Thomas Toh

No him no lens, so he's the main saviour of mine. Thanks once again for sparing your precious time out (esp new year coming so busy) ...

Also, thanks to my two buddies! Fook keong and shu jiun.


Thanks you all as we had an enjoy and successful moment there, most of all, thank you for bringing my dream come true.