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Dragon Year | Chinese New Year Eve | Dinner | 2012

2012-01-23T01:30:00.005+08:00

Starting with a brand new year, with one unique reunion dinner...

Turkey...

Vegetables Salad...

Smash potatoes and Eggs Salad..

FUSILLI (pasta) served...

I'm sure you will be thinking is this a Christmas dinner or a Chinese New Year reunion dinner after seeing all these images. Well, seriously I had a more western style cuisines - turkey, pasta, salads. Every year we had the same old thing, why not we try something new this year? So this is it!!!

Jan' 20 | Miss Tan | Birthday Gathering | 2012

2012-01-21T15:48:00.009+08:00

I remember that I never blog about my bio teacher before, Miss Tan.

So let's start!!!

My past 2 years of Form 6 spent in SMJK Yok Bin, those memories created there, are mostly filled with her. Remembering that when we first went in, she really gave us a tough life there. Most of us, are so scared of her in class, until the extend like when she utter a word or questions while we are doing experiments, our hands will start to tremble and fumble around, making things more messy and palms covered with cold sweats. And even a few, who can't coped with her class, choosed an alternative way. But for me, I still remain in bio class.

Strict, yet diligent, I would describe her. We are still not so close with her in our lower 6, but things changed last year. The same goes to us, we changed a lot too. We start to have the courage to approach her in class, answering questions by questions, begins to tease her or even joke with her. She always describe herself as transparent, because she can be scolding n lecturing away in class, but once lessons is over, she's a very friendly person, like as though there's nothing happen in class few seconds ago. So we are trained too, to take scoldings as words of wisdom instead of keeping it in heart and continue to be sad. The only way is to keep learning and changing to a better student, and adapting to her teaching methods.

Her favourite quote 'Silence is ignorance'

She believes that asking questions to students instead of spoon feeding them works better. Like she always say : ' If you would have prepare earlier and understand the syllabus, why can't you answer my questions? I don't believe in spoon feeding, keep giving you all what I know, and no interactions in class. U came to school to learn new things by your own, as a teacher, I'm only a guide, not to provide you everything while you yourself don't have the initiative to find the answer. ' This is Miss Tan. She want students to speak and voice out opinions, only through answering her questions she will know how much of knowledge lies in you, that explains staying silent means ignorance.

See? There's a lot more of our experiences during lessons that I wouldn't blog here as it will take a long time to finish this post. Anyway, for me she is a good teacher, and a successful one in this teaching line. I'm sure that we, the 2010/2011 Bio class fellows contributed a lot to make her smile and laugh and making her late teaching career more interesting.

January 20th, a slightly earlier celebration for her birthday.

See how broad is her smile... Can you imagine how happy she is?

And so this is the smile, that once upon a time it seems so far to us, a smile that we never think of owning it today.

Family Gathering | X'mas Season | 2011

2012-01-13T13:35:00.010+08:00

There's always a phrase saying : ' There's nothing comes more important than a family '.

This is what we always hear, from the media or even much more from our own immediate family members especially the older ones. They stress even more on family joy, love and touch brought by simple family reunion dinner and gathering rather than having big house, big car, and luxurious meal with no love one beside to share the happiness. Most of the time, especially kids like us, will just choose to listen from the either ear and just forget about it and much time we treat those as nagging.

I'm growing, day by day, years by years, from a child to a adolescent, and to a teenager today. Welcoming 2012, I'm 20. And now, I know I'm wrong. So wrong about what we firm think it's right all the while. Having the whole world doesn't assure the existence of happiness and contentment. Happiness and contentment, comes from our daily life, the life we everyday live, and in having a simpler and happening life. There's no point living with all the things we wanted so badly which we don't really need, spending seconds chasing after, and continue being ignorance about those family concept and ideas and at the end, destined to be left alone with nothing. No point living like this right? I'm learning , step by steps, understanding and accepting what life promise us. And so do you.

Having a simple dinner, with cold tea served and cold jokes, I bet you, it can be so simple to be happy. Here comes a short series of photos taken during the Christmas eve night dinner.

See this guy enjoying all the way...

Roasted Pork 'Palm'

The juicy meat

Slurp ~ begins...

A walk after dinner to the Casa del Rio Hotel

Learn to smile like them....

[ Eat . Durian . Shoot ] @ Sagil, Tangkak

2011-09-04T02:28:00.007+08:00

Durian - The King of Fruit as described. Many of us are just totally in love with it, indulge in it's aroma and it's taste! But there are still a gang of them who totally can't stand the smell of it, which they described as 'pungent', the smell is unbearable to them! Durian, either you super duper love it, or you darn hate it.

I'm a durian lover, a durian fans! , a durian supporter, 100% durian! Durian is a heaven to me, the taste of heaven. I love my life more whenever I get to eat a 'biji' or a 'huut' (in Hokkien) of durian.

So let's start with the tempting DURIAN I enjoyed eating in a Tangkak farm during July.

A beautiful morning, fresh breeze with only the aroma of durian...~

Let's begin!

Look how contented am I with only a durian in my hand~

Second round makan will start after a short walk in the farm! :)

See? A tree full of fruits!

Bad durian, sudah rosak!

The day is just too good, better don't miss to eat for the second round!

Here we go for the best of the best, king of the king!

Commonly known as 'Mao Shan Wong' ...

After a free flow of durian instead of beer, never forget to pose and having fun camwhore!

My favourite shot of the day! Hope you guys like it too!

Everything of durian I heart. The best durian cendol...durian puff...found only in Melaka! So visit Melaka 2011! :)

[Perfection.太完美]

2011-05-07T17:56:00.005+08:00

8th of May 2011, yes tomorrow, is my birthday and it's also a nationwide Mother's Day. Sit back and reminisce my years of living, not too bad though. I'd achieved countless success in these years but couldn't deny that I had also encountered infinite failures. What I'm glad about is that the bad never topple me down, instead they grew me stronger. I'd learnt, to face those hard times with a firm heart. I'd learnt to handle unpleasant circumstances calmly and steadily and to deal with sarcasm by putting a smile on my face.

'There's no lack of beauty in life, but there's a lack of eyes that see the beauty'.

'生活不是缺乏完美，而是缺乏发现完美的眼睛’.

Certainly I heart this phrase.

Life, had once made me into a person hunting for only perfection. But now, life taught me to accept the little flaws to be a better person. I learn to take take things easy, and accept what life promised me. I'm happy.

I decided to blog about my early birthday celebration by my friends. A million thanks to them sincerely.

The whole gang of us. :)

Varieties of fish and chips @ Simply Fish Melaka Raya, Melaka.

My crazy friends.

The moment captured when I was about to blow the candle. *funny mouth*

Last but not least, happy birthday to myself.

p/s : 勇敢就是我的许愿树，每当我追求完美太顽固，感谢你们化身我的许愿树。谢谢你们这些年的原谅，原谅我的不完美，包含我追求的完美，接受我的太完美。

[ Hi World ]

2011-04-04T23:45:00.004+08:00

Hi world! It's been months since I long lost with my blog here. It's not surprised as a fact that I'm pretty busy with my Form 6 school life *yeap! bck to school*. Apparently I'm much lazier than before to update my photography and lifestyle blog, for this hectic life now, I would rather randomly scroll through blogs and Facebook reading people's updates if I were to have the chance to online. I would just like to relax my mind and doing nothing when I'm out of the busy daily schedule. Or? Spend mostly my time with sports! I hardly hold and play with my DSLR nowadays and the 'Click' sound is now a stranger to me. Oops! This is too bad right?! Don't worry, wait for me! I'll be back! ;)

Back and share with all of you my favourite shot from year 2010! U like it?! ;p

[Play.Shoot] @ Genting

2010-12-14T16:17:00.007+08:00

10 years passed, since I last visited Genting Highland. I have not at all a single piece of memory of how Genting looks like and what rides and attractions are offered there. Hence, make up my mind, and decided to put a day trip there with my friends to play and relax for this holiday season. What I like the most is the cooling weather where you can play like hell without sweating! I hope after yelling and screaming in the Corkscrew, Space shot rides etc etc..I can get myself charged up once again to face the coming hectic year which I'll be doing my Upper 6.

Here are some shots taken on that crazy day! ;)

First we tried the slow and steady carousel ride for kiddos!

And some breathtaking and shocking space shot, corkscrew, pirate ship, spinner, ...

This is our face while waiting for the roller coaster ride... *sweating and scared~
But both are said to be a must-try game if you were to visit Genting. Both make your ticket worthwhile. xD

But this is the effect after those shocked rides!

Genting Arena of Star

Walk and shoot around Genting theme park. Love the clowns especially :)

Candy store

Be young once again!

Shots of ourselves, being 'SS' is fun!

See the whole of Genting?!! Hahaha!

The end of a fun day!

[Portraits] Street Shoots for Duo

2010-11-30T19:52:00.005+08:00

The Gan's brother pair of Damian and Denis *to be exact is twins! , photographed in the street of Malacca. It was a fun photo session! :)

The big brother （大佬） - Damian Gan

The younger one - Denis Gan.

Here comes the twins together!

When's the next?!

Day Trip to Muar :)

2010-11-17T14:15:00.019+08:00

...n...wow! The very first driving experience I had from Malacca to Muar! For the Hari Raya Haji festive holiday, me and my friends (the 4 of us) managed to put a trip to Muar. And what so proud to announce is that we went there on our own, without our parents, driving in the town without knowing the small town! Hahaha! That moment everyone were lost, all we can do is fumbling with which road we can go and going back again and again to the Muar Clock Tower *the main landmark *xD. The 4 of us, got our license on April this year, and bravely drive to Muar (though I was the one who drive the whole day **) Hehe!

Main reason we went there is to catch our assigned 25 species of insects for the bio project. Before get started, let's pose!

Action!

And of coz won't miss the chance to catch up with 'Otak-otak'!

We went to the most famous street of Muar - 'Tam Chiak Street' or translated to English as 'The Greedy street'!

The night is still young,
hence we continue our energetic day at Station one!

Banana split! :)

Caterpillar Series

2010-11-16T12:02:00.017+08:00

I would like to share some close up photos of the caterpillar in this festive and holiday season! But everyone have their different feel towards this little thingy either geli, cute, ...etc. And what makes me happy is that the first photo I posted up in Facebook for this series, hmm...had achieved more than 30 'Likes'! Thank guys for the support! I'm hoping for ur continuous support in the future.

So this is the one which got >30 likes!

I shot the whole series at 3 in the afternoon, can u imagine? Sun burnt, knee injured as the consequences! But I don't mind to get impressive photos if I were forced to do so as I belief that there's always sacrification behind a success! Nothing nice and good comes F.O.C as in life.

And here it goes! I'm offering everyone to have a nearer closed up look on this little thingy! It's body is smooth, bright and colourful!

Sometimes I really enjoy spending time shooting insects and observing them, nature loving me!!!

Cute part of the caterpillar!

The whole body will curl and roll up like this if u were to touch it!

So have enough idea about how a caterpillar looks like? Rounded and soft bodies, a mouth and an anus ... enuf for bio!!! Hahah xD

So how is it? Comments are welcomed and appreciated!

Day Trip to Zoo! :)

2010-11-07T20:56:00.010+08:00

Guess what? I re-visited the Zoo on 06/11/2010 with my cousins! I feel so young once again~ :)
Here are some random shots taken ...

Favourite shot of the day! Parrot~

Flamingo~

Chimpanzee~

Lembu~

Beruk xD

It was a happy day! :)

I.AM.WRONG

2010-10-21T01:32:00.004+08:00

I am wrong
I am wrong
I knew that
I am wrong
But I'm incapable of halting myself
to be wrong again.

I am wrong
I am wrong
So wrong to be addicted to the pain you'd caused.

I am wrong
I am wrong.
So wrong to stay and remain in this sweet surrender.

Tell me that I am wrong.
If I were to continue to do wrong.

刻苦铭心

2010-10-19T00:47:00.004+08:00

还记得
那留住笑着离开的神态~
一切
那么地完美。

忘掉天地，世界，人间。。。

留下了
如此动听豪迈的歌声。

T.I.M.E

2010-10-12T16:30:00.005+08:00

Time flies. You agree?

Yesterday I was still struggling and racing with time to practice for today's MUET speaking test and now I'm already relaxing and enjoying myself with blogging. Haha!

And whoa! Time flies. I missed my secondary school life in SMKSK, I miss our jokes, our freedoms and I missed most my teachers!

Struggling here
to turn back time
Racing here
with the current time
And 5 years passed
like
in a min of time.

Time is love
But
Love needs time

5 years passed
yet
5 is inadequate

So guess what?
I'm left with nothing
at the age of 18.

Heart talks #3 Recall . Remember . Retain

2010-10-02T01:44:00.011+08:00

Trying to recall when life was once so tender
And no one weep except a fumbler

Trying to recall when life was once so perfect
And everything is flawless back then

Trying to recall when life was once so felicitous
And nobody care to shed their tears

Trying to recall when life was once so fantasy
And that dreams were kept beside my pillow

Now
Trying to remember....

Remember when life was once so tender
And no one weep except a fumbler

Remember when life was once so perfect
And everything is flawless back then

Remember when life was once so felicitous
And nobody care to shed their tears

Remember when life was once so fantasy
And that dreams were kept beside my pillow

Trying to recall and remember
those tender memories and sensational touch

To be retained
Deep down in my heart.

It's Time!

2010-10-01T01:42:00.008+08:00

Midnight, wondering .....

Yea! it's time to create a new blog header!
Here it comes! Another piece of my photo work! ;p

Heart talks #2 Why do you shout!

2010-09-23T21:45:00.005+08:00

‘Why do we shout in anger?'
‘When two people are angry at each other, their hearts distance a lot. To cover that distance they must shout to be able to hear each other. The angrier they are, the stronger they will have to shout to hear each other through that great distance.’

‘What happens when two people fall in love?'
They don’t shout at each other but talk softly, why? Because their hearts are very close. The distance between them is very small.

‘When they love each other even more, what happens?'
‘They do not speak, only whisper and they get even closer to each other in their love. Finally they even need not whisper, they only look at each other and that’s all. That is how close two people are when they love each other.’

But wherever we're together, silence always take over and rule me-and-you world.
At that instant, I do hope it is true that we love each other even more.
However, reality will always give me a tight slap and wake me up.
Everything is so vague right now.
The world is dark.
The pain is killing.
Kneeling reverently and hoping sincerely in heart, that someday my world will be lighted up once again and lead me back from my journey to nowhere.

'Like Button'

2010-09-19T17:28:00.012+08:00

Well I guess clicking the LIKE button in Facebook is nothing strange to everyone nowadays! U choose to like ur friend's status, photos or even comments!

And now this button can also be applied on websites and blogs, likewise here on my blog posts.

So don't hesitate to LIKE the photos, stories and events @ JelenaToh's blog ! or even photo works from jelenatoh photography @ Facebook ! ;p
Thanks for being supportive!

Heart talks #1 自我挣扎

2010-09-10T11:46:00.008+08:00

我不肯定，

自己在你心里的身份。

也不确定，
自己在你心里的成份。

更不了解，
你的心，在想什么。

我的在乎，会让你想逃吗？告诉我。
你还会想要我给的一切吗？告诉我。
我的等待还会换到你的拥抱吗？告诉我。

这一切的一切，请告诉我。

徘徊在悲伤寂寞的空城，
你无情的影子，
与我想随。

掩饰不了那份情绪，
就连眼泪也在颤抖。

等待的日子里，
又有谁明白当中有多少的无奈。

不想换回你一句活该，
更不想要世界最痛的意外。
事到如今，
爱已变成一种伤害。

Bye Calvin Kuah @ 10.8.2010

2010-08-11T00:59:00.006+08:00

Yea I will definitely miss u~!!!

Officially introducing Calvin, my primary classmate which I have not seen him since we graduated from primary school.
He left us *;p..lolz...to Canada with his family.
I make an attempt to meet him today *his last day in Malaysia as he will be flying back to Canada on tomorrow, Wednesday*
I remembered I'm not really close with him as a friend but just known him as my classmate xD! But this time no matter how busy am I, I tell myself I gonna spare time to *meet* & *hug* him before he leaves. ;p
Yes! I did it. Lolz! Few of us met up at DP and interacted well.

He told us he's probably coming back again after 3 or 5 years and that sinks my heart when I heard it. A sudden urge to cry but I manage to hold on. :)
Hmm anything to say about him?! ...
He doesn't changed much...except for his...
~ Chinese & English slang of cuz!
~ muscular body! became more stout *the size of an 'ang mo'* xP
One thing he really never change after years is his friendliness and I like his cute smile!

Some shots to keep as our memories~

Of coz a slot of myself and him.

Time flies when we're happily chatting and it's time for him to say GoodBye.

Calvin!

p/s : Remember!! Time flies...same goes to the time we wait for you to come back after 3/ 5 years from now on!!! So it's not so long as what we think of. Take care over there! We will miss you~ *keep in touch*

Life Updates by 11/8/2010

2010-08-10T23:40:00.005+08:00

~ How's my life lately? I'm blogging lesser and lesser, even zero..yes! 0 at all!!!

~ It isn't because I have nothing to blog about, but in contrary I have too much stuffs occupying my time and my mind! Lotsa things happened since I started my form 6 life on the 10th May.

School activities, competitions, trips, syllabus, homework are occupying me daily! But then life is more enrich and meaningful though sometimes I really wanna shout out '' STOP! GIVE ME A BREAK !!! '' Cheer leading, sports, etc etc.
Party frequently *organised a few for the past weeks* & gatherings to join.
Exams to face! *everyday is like exam cuz in form 6 I'm living with books every night after facebook-ing*.
I'm forced to keep my tempo with my surrounding pace, and so, I have no extra time to think of problems concerning relation and make myself emo! Though problems still continue to exist, but well I choose to procrastinate it, and somehow I found that the aching pain ain't so pain anymore, and so problems are resolved naturally with the way it's dealt with. It's an advantage to me. xP

~Hence, like tonight, I will try to spare myself some time to update this blog as frequent as I can.
* Follow me on Facebook to get my latest updates and photo works*

p/s : I'm sure to upload blue house cheer leading photos, it's just a matter of time! xD
*Just sit back and stay tuned*

2010 Yok Bin Sports Day

2010-07-13T21:21:00.012+08:00

Phew~! Sports day is finally over, finally I can have some rest after few hectic weeks of practices and preparation. I'm certainly too busy on that day with marching and cheerleading, so I just managed to capture a few shots of my friends and some random one.
Da-dang :
Friends...

Favourites of the day!

Some random snapshots while I'm free!
The Blue House!

The Green House!

The Yellow House!

Best runner of YB from Red House!

I shall post more photos on blue house cheerleading later after this blogpost. Stay tuned! =)

What I'm up to lately!

2010-07-08T22:52:00.013+08:00

It's been months since I last updated my blog here! Sorry everyone!! What I'm up to lately til i have no time to update my blog, you will guess?! Almost everyday I'm coming back fr school around 7 ++ or may be slightly earlier, to practice cheer! CHEER? CHEER? Re-confirm yes *nood*nood*. I'm in the Blue House Cheer Leading team for Yok Bin 2010 Sports Day. Of coz it's a totally new experience for myself and a new challenge for sure. I think I can manage it well as I really sacrifices alot esp time. =.='' as the same goes to others in the team.

Come support us on this coming Sunday ( 7-eleven) / (11.7.2010) at Mini Stadium Seri Kota in the morning. Stay tuned for our sexy butt dance from the blue house!!! Shout for us, yell for us, and cheer for us too!

Below are some sneak previews of our learning process.
So called 'Playboys'

A 'very very' simple one from us!

Learning dance steps...@@ *headache! xD

Give your support to BLUE house!!! We worth it!!!
Get motivated, inspired, and cheered by the ~blue~
Shout, yell, cheer!!!
*Excellent Perfection Teamwork Success*
*Blue House The Best*

Coming Soon ...

2010-05-23T13:38:00.000+08:00

Please be patient for the debut of 'The Silence Communications'.

This will be a series of many faces of myself in a single image. It conveys the message of ' It's my style! It's my personality! It's my life! '

I'm trying to cheer myself up and stay in a optimistic mood as possible especially at this crucial moments of low tides by looking at these photos. Somehow they reminds me of how fun and happy I had been.

Here is the sneak preview of it. =)

COMING SOON ...

Life update @ Johor

2010-04-28T12:23:00.000+08:00

Came up to Batu Pahat since last sunday night. People and friends are wondering what am I doing here definitely. Oh...

I'm working for a 6 million project (** wink wink! can't imagine right?!), mud and sand suction out from the river bed. Hmm, actually I'm more on paper work assistant.

Am leading a rural and simple life here, I'm quite bored actually, haha. But what to do? I'm paid so have to be patient. ;p

Have a look on my simple office and site.

Count down to go back to my hometown lolx~ I miss everything in Malacca! :P

Life update @ 21/4/2010

2010-04-21T20:42:00.000+08:00

Just a short post and update of my life today!

Went Zen Café with the usual gang (high class lim teh?) ;P

Hmm yup...cheese cake, tiramisu, latté ... ? :D

Proudly presenting ~

My choice~

Fook keong and siew chun share one! Haha xD

p/s : May be lately you'll see and sigh how I live my life! But I really wanna enjoy this 'going-to-end' soon freedom life before start studying again! So just let me be! :P

Life update @ 19/4/2010

2010-04-19T23:02:00.000+08:00

Nowadays I just like to blog about my life. Simple, but meaningful.

Today catch up with 2 of my primary closest friends (Hui Xiang ang Yi yin).

We went Aeon Jaya Jusco, this was my 4th times going there. Done things u'll do too when shopping in mall. So nothing much but we end the day, the night, our dinner with great meals!

Proudly presenting delicious Japanese Ramen (拉面）from Ajisen Ramen House (味千拉面）.

It was mine- Tom Yam Ramen

Yi yin's- We called it chicken soup? xD

Hui xiang's - Spicy Miso Ramen **not really spicy and yet she can't tahan! xD

Our first visit to this shop, hmm, what we can say is ... "GREAT"!!! The food I mean, the staffs are humorous too! Price is OK too for such quality!

Conclusion it's still great! Thumbs up for the Ramen! I really enjoy the noodles truly as I've not eaten anything so delicious for quite some time I think (*I sounded so pathetic haha). Especially for 'Ramen', tried the one in Little Taiwan also at Aeon Jusco, gosh, so damn different! I will definitely go back to this shop again. :)

p/s : I really recommend everyone to go try out at this shop! Thumbs up!!!

喘气

2010-04-17T01:42:00.000+08:00

现在是 17.4.2010, 我刚放工，是16/4的工作。

忙碌了一天，也累了。

或许这样时间过得较快，

盲目的工作，

让我暂时忘了他。

三个星期的时间说长不长，说短不短。

或许努力地工作，

拼命地赚钱，

能让自己好过一些。

能让自己成功忍下来。

倦了，

让我喘气可以吗？

Rest! Break! Stop!

2010-04-13T23:11:00.001+08:00

Went for a relax in Zen Cafe. Sometimes life is just too hectic or either way too bored that I really need a rest. Somehow wishes time could stop for me.

I ordered a Marble Cheese Cake and Caramel Machiato. Woo! The best cheese cake I ever ate? Hmm.

How delicious it is also it's useless when u are going with a friend but having the other in heart. Some how it'll turn out to be tasteless.

So go eat it with the correct person correct time and place.

By the way thanks to my friend to accompany me the whole day, they are always there to support me and listen to my problems.

It suppose to be this way!

2010-04-12T22:53:00.000+08:00

The way it suppose to be! After being edited it feels more right lolx! Am I right?

Below are the original images!

What you think ??!

New Blog Header!

2010-04-12T22:10:00.000+08:00

Notice what is the changes recently when you visit my blog?
Oh yeh new blog header!
How was it? I'm in love with it that's why use it as header!!
But damn many people ask me is the image downloaded from internet?
Of course my answer is 'NO! NO!'
Most of the photos posted here are my art works, that is why there is my initial there as a copyright.

Well back to the header, it was actually shot during my Bangkok trip with Air Asia lately.

The original image...

After some editing...

So it's my blog header now! So are u guys convinced? :P

JelenaToh © Production.

忍

2010-04-12T10:39:00.000+08:00

希望自己能控制。
希望自己忍下去。
把一切搁到一旁，把一切暂时忘了。
完成自己的本分，才从新面去面对他。
我要努力，我要加油！
忍~

渺小的解脱

2010-04-10T23:24:00.000+08:00

这几天的遭遇，又让我顿然明白了些道理。更是给我自己的一个解脱。
解脱？因为明了。
明白？因为醒悟。
醒悟？因为被点醒。
感谢那人扶我一把，不让我陷得更深。
终于，我了解了，学会了用心去观察某件事，用真心去体谅。不是每一件事都需白纸黑字，口头确认，来得到自己追求的答案，尤其是在感情方面。
我们会一直很执着，迷糊地想要追问个清楚，那只因为我们都忽略了过程的琐碎事。那人点醒了我，其实答案很明显，就在留意那些不起眼的琐碎自然会有个答复。
不停地追问，只会造成他人的困扰，起反效果。

这些年来，自认为自己是个细心的人，其实我还是不够。
我会反省，学着改进。
也没有所谓的‘爱上不该爱的人’，所以只能接受。
接受，也得是个心甘情愿的选择。
学会接受，下来就是包容。
包容他的一切习惯，脾气，态度和过去。
毕竟经营一段感情真的不易，我真的还有好多的技巧得学会呢！
我要加油！

也许，现在心里已有个答复了。
接下来，要做的是。。
相信感觉，相信他，相信自己的能力。
这样就够了。
信任毕竟是感情唯一能持久的钥匙，也让自己不那么累。

醒了，解脱了。

Missing moments

2010-04-09T19:56:00.000+08:00

I hesitated ...
I thought I was dreaming ...
In a dim lighted room ...
With some vocal heard ...
I'm touched.
I started to melt.

I hope time stops for me.
In a dream world I'm living.
I missed the moment truly.
The night seems so short.
When everything is happy.
When there's only laughter.

We left there,
With a felicitous step,
After experiencing the best date ever.

I'm satisfied.
I'm contented.
I'm happy.
I'm in deep gratitude.

And now,
I missed
those seconds...
those moments....

My Holy Friday (2.4.2010)

2010-04-05T00:32:00.000+08:00

Guess how Good Friday turn out for Buddhist? Like me myself and a few friends? Haha...
Well we enjoyed truly on that day as we had 'One day trip Malacca tour'. As a Malaccan, I'm always keen and interested to know more about my hometown so that later part I can promote to others to visit Malacca. This outing was at first planned to be a photo shooting outing, finally and in process we're wandering instead in town, jalan-jalan, makan-makan, sampat-sampat also. xD
I visited 'The Lorong' where there are full of my childhood life memories too.
So it's time to let the photos shot to guide u guys through~ :P

And also some gila shooting...haha...
Best piece of art for the day~
You think so?

Drop in to pray pray, since it's holy-day!

Drop in too to have a cool Cendol.

Went for lunch after cendol in 30 mins time, consequences is we can't finish eating these expensive meal. Haha, akibat never plan properly lol.
Since among us there is vegetarian, we went to cafe serving 'vege',haha.
Geographer Cafe in Jonker street.

Black Pepper Chicken

Vege Ramen

'Vege' nasi lemak.
Wandering around in town, this is what we get to shoot!
Unbaked pineapple tarts!

Somehow we get abit sampat and high with that balloon! Feels young again when holding balloon wandering around in mall with all the eyes looking at u! xD

We'll never forget to get ourselves into the lens! xD

The End.
So how was your holy-day? :)

Back from Bangkok, Thailand

2010-03-26T01:44:00.000+08:00

Just got off the plane, dinner+supper, 1 hours drive back to country homes, now I'm resting and blogging here. Lotsa photos shot in this trip with my new Canon G11, but some stil need to be processed and enhanced before posting it here. I'm tired though just an hour ++ flight, but it's really a relax and enjoyable makan-makan & tidur-tidur trip in Bangkok. And the most happy one is....
Da-dang~

A photo of myself and ... Hehehe....
With Air Asia, everyone can fly....HAPPILY!!!
I just like this shot the most out of all! :P

Just one! (21.3.10)

2010-03-21T21:50:00.000+08:00

Finally back from Kota Kinabalu, Sabah after an adventurous hiking trip to Mount KK.
What I can say is I'm tired, leg muscle in pain, relief, satisfied ..... :P coz I make it to the summit-Low's Peak (4095 m above sea level).
Share only one photo now coz I'm really restless. Tell u guys on my personal experiences some other times!
Bye :)

看不清的那条线

2010-03-12T22:04:00.000+08:00

他
我想忘记
因为我累了。

心里住了多年的他
是时候该搬走了。

试着遗忘
希望一切离我远远的。

而我
又何时才能完完全全放下他呢？

我俩间的关系
若有似无
就当我以为你忘了我
我俩不再有牵连时
你却给了我些温暖。

毕竟
就像风筝与放风筝的人
之间还是有一条细线
把我和你
牵在一起。

他
就像是我生命里的风筝。

风筝对你又有什么意义呢？让我知道吧~

SPM Fever

2010-03-11T23:53:00.000+08:00

So what we did after getting our results? In the mood of celebrating...
Not to celebrate that everyone did really well, but just that everyone is happy and contented with what they achieved and to release out the stress of awaiting the day which is today to come,
coz it's damn mental torturing!! Well, it's also a small gathering. We were crazy shouting talking and playing around, probably after 3 months of mental suffering, and this is the effect. :P

What we drank! No beer though in the mood to drink lolx
Just strawberry juice~xD

What happen to my eyes?! Tired? :D

Nowadays damn like to 自拍!! Haha

SPM results is finally out!!

2010-03-11T17:28:00.001+08:00

Happy and satisfied with what I achieved if it is based on my effort, I don't really try my best to study for it. But yet it's out on today (11.3.2010), I achieved something not bad and not good~!! :)
Basically I'm ok with it. Haha

I just freaking like this photo!! Seems like we are all straight As!! Hehe

My Work My Style

2010-03-10T21:35:00.000+08:00

Started off part time as a freelance photographer while waiting for results, I have no experience working in this field but just fun-ing around with camera. So I know it's real hard to convince people to trust my skills, ideas and get my services. Hence, I'm here now, ready to share with you all some of my latest works (casual family portraits) and to prove that I'm really serious and capable of being successful in this and your $$$ spent will be worth for it. I'll always try my best to improve, upgrade and deliver my very best to you. :P
Anyone interested please leave me a message or email me, thanks. :)
*Malaccan clients are favourable*

Here are some of the shots taken during a photo session with Thomas's family on 7.3.2010.

Holding hands through hard times

We're happy...we're one small family!

Maybellyn + Thomas = Shirley

See they are really enjoying during our photo session! :P

I'm getting high to be snapped!!

Cute~

It's my life ~.~

She's running towards me! Gosh! ...Bang~

Happy Family

Our legend continues....

Welcome to leave your opinions and comments!! :D

Behind the scene...xD

Temple Procession @ 28.2.2010

2010-02-28T23:20:00.000+08:00

It's 'Chap Goh Mei' today (the last day of Chinese new year). Every year of today, there will be a big temple procession going on. As what I know, there are few temples joining this temple in the procession and so it can be considered as one of the most grand one in Malacca.
And this year 2010, I'd joined...to shoot...to pray and to be blessed. :P
And let me share some of my shots with you!

I like this the most! Squeeze into the crowd to shoot this ended up stepping on people's foot! :D

I reach this temple...at 7.30 am.

It's the name of the temple.

There are a few photographer and videographer too!

Before the procession starts...

Those 'tag' with this are the seniors in this temple, it's pain u knw?!

And the main focus of the day!

Model Shoot #1

2010-02-25T00:45:00.000+08:00

It's our first time. :P
Ya, my first experience to have a simple photo session outings.
And it's also my friend's first time to be a model for posing and modelling.
I'm quite satisfied with the photo product at the end though we faced a little human factors during the session. xD
Overall it shall be graded as a quite successful session as it was our first time. :P
Many thanks to Tian Xun as the model of the day and Fook Keong to help around and assist me!
Thanks to you two for being so cooperative.

Some fav shots of the day!

The main masterpiece. :D

Woo~!!

Somehow what u think about this one? I just like the big fat roots of the tree!

And we tried this...this...and get

THIS!!!

I learnt something! ...that
..model is the main key in producing good and quality photos for their expression and pose decides whether is it a successful photo session we have or the opposite way! xD
Do you agree? ...
In future I hope I can improve more in all aspects in such photo session.

What you think about those shots??
Feel free to comment! :)

2010 Chinese New Year

2010-02-23T00:49:00.000+08:00

The prosperity 'lo kam' not Mcd burger!

It seems so fast time has passed.
Once we're all preparing chinese new year (cny) stuffs, cleaning away, shopping away, decorating too!
But now 7 days of cny passed so fast that I don't even notice that time flies when we're indulging in those great times of playing, joking away and enjoying in nice foods :)
For me, I personally treat cny as a big family reunion where each and everyone of us gather together in this festive season, to talk and joke in a very cheerful mood!
To be honest I really don't like travelling or visiting house by house and collect ang pau xD
May be this year I'm already 18, grown up I think, getting tired easily and lazy :)! So I didn't went any place to 'pai nian'..and ended up counting the least ang pau money this year xD Hehe
But never mind as long as I'm happy with it and I spent more great moments with my cousins.
Some snapshots of us to share...!!

The 1st to show cuz I think I look real cool ;) in this photo! I'm in the center.. :P

We're not crazy, is new year mood! :D

Everyone peace to shoot with baby! Where's the baby looking?! =.=''

I'm just kinda tall this year, don't know why??!! xD

Everyone gila mau take picture this year!

What happened?! All not the same actions?! Argh~

Possing with the new born with her pretty mum on the right side!

Always the gila group! xDD

Forcing pretty gal to take pic with him! Aiks~!!

Cousins of all age from 19 to 3 1/2!

Happy family! With our oldest aunt! She looks young u agree?!

Guess what we ate?! Little girl also Slrpp~!!
Daa dang...~!!

So many years din 'lao sang' d!

As for the 1st day at home...
Preparing for steamboat and satay celup for dinner.

Self-made satay celup!

I learned that it's the process of preparing that we share and enjoy and remember deeply, not the product! :)

Overall I had a simple yet joyful chinese new year! What about you?! :X

Another Work to Share! Slideshow...

2010-02-09T00:04:00.000+08:00

This work that I displayed is categorized in the 'Slideshow' category and you guys gonna watch it and comment!
What service I provide in 'Slideshow' category? You are wondering now right?! Let me explain.

If you feel that you have some awesome photos taken during an event like birthday party or an unforgettable holiday trip that you wanted to view in movie clip (also known as slideshow) in your LCD Tv, feel free to contact me as I'm providing this kind of service in DVD format. :)

Let me share with you guys the very first of my slideshow done for my client! Enjoy watching them! :D

Nepalese Series from JelenaToh on Vimeo.

JelenaToh's Photography Service in is Town! Join me!!

2010-02-07T17:44:00.000+08:00

Finally after a month of preparation, here I would like to announce my part time photography services is now available!

Services include :

Casual family portraits
Events
Slide show ( Photos)

I personally feels that childhood life is indeed memorable and enjoyable. Therefore, the moment spent with kids should be seized into memories and precious memories are represented by good photos as picture does speaks a thousand words. If we value our time spent with someone, photos will be the most convincing evidence which last. Years later by flipping through photos, I'm sure those photos will then fill our heart with some love messages and warmness. So I'm here to assist you to retain your memories in the future. xD
If you are interested in getting my services, please email me or contact me @ 012-7276313.

Below are some of mine favourite shots and I think they are really adorable. Enjoy viewing them!

No matter how old they are, kids are just kids!

Birthday Gift

2010-02-04T13:04:00.001+08:00

First of all, I'm happy because I'm able to remember my friend's birthday this year as for the past years I don't really make an effort to remember people's birthday. So I would like to wish my friend Hui Xiang a very blessed birthday!
She and I are friends for 11 years from primary one till now...and endless la! :)
Specially shoot and edit this shot for her as her 2010 birthday present.

I know it's not anything big deal but it's filled with my best wishes for you and happy birthday once again!!

Dream come true

2010-02-03T18:24:00.000+08:00

Yeh finally my dream is fulfilled. One day trip to KL just to buy my the lens I wanted so badly! Against all odds, finally upgrade my gear with a Sigma 18-200mm lens, and I hope I can really make a new breakthrough in my photography skill with a new upgrade ba~!! I trust myself...but I also trust the people around me that they will give me a chance to perform! Thanks in advance.

Some shots to share from today's trip shot with the new lens! :P
KL town...

And many thanks to ....
Thomas Toh

No him no lens, so he's the main saviour of mine. Thanks once again for sparing your precious time out (esp new year coming so busy) ...

Also, thanks to my two buddies! Fook keong and shu jiun.

Thanks you all as we had an enjoy and successful moment there, most of all, thank you for bringing my dream come true.

1.2.2010 (^.~)

2010-02-02T00:32:00.000+08:00

One month had passed in 2010...

Count down~

13 days to Chinese New Year
13 days to Valentine's Day
One month ++ to ....

SPM results
Mount KK Trip
National Service (if 2nd badge)

4. Three months ++ to XXX and XXX birthday! :D

So let me think over what had I done in this 30 days of January 2010.
Time wasted??
Me: No no, not really. Why?

As I'd been really hardworking for my physical training for the upcoming KK trip. (Almost everyday my knee is in pain, watch out when I walk xD)
Waking up every morning around 6.30 (I bet u knw is the hardest thing to do on earth :P) to go to Stadium to jog and foot works.
Managed to persevere through for non-stop jog although both knee is in pain. :( (But after completing target, felt so satisfied and energetic :P )
Badminton in the afternoon. (min 3 days per week)
Completed few assigned jobs (photography slide show) for clients.
Catching up with friends ( lim teh & bla-ing away) and in Facebook.
A big improvement in our platonic love.
Today experienced first time drive on road for my first driving lesson.
Now, updating my blog!

But...still
Lotsa things planned haven't done yet.
But I'll try my best to cover as much as I can.
Then, I shall let you guys know about it!!

**I need supports from you guys who passed by to view my blog, thanks in advance. :)

Sense of Nature #6

2010-02-01T12:27:00.001+08:00

Just finished first time driving on road, so syok and smooth drive! I got the kick of the clutch already! Yeh! In super good mood now! I love driving! Hooray~so, would like to share another piece of my photography work to the world in Blogger!

Sense of Nature #5

2010-01-31T14:06:00.000+08:00

The Chameleon Series!

Sense of Nature #4

2010-01-30T16:33:00.000+08:00

Wonderful Friday

2010-01-30T01:08:00.000+08:00

It's not Friday night fever!
It's Friday noon fever! xD

It's late now...
But I'm still facebook-ing and blogging
Just wish to express out my happiness for my wonderful Friday!

It's been so long or can I say I never experienced it before!
The happiness I experienced with her personally,
just from an ordinary outing in a day,
brings me to an extraordinary new state of mind!

God! Thank you!
What a day u gave to me!
To refresh my mind and soul
To learn to treasure happy moments
To appreciate and to trust someone
To accept everything happening is real.

Thank you~God~

Sense of Nature #3

2010-01-30T00:37:00.000+08:00

Sorry to be late! Post of the day! :)

Sense of Nature #2

2010-01-30T00:34:00.001+08:00

The second post of the day! ^_^

Sense of Nature #1

2010-01-28T15:47:00.000+08:00

After the 'Malaysian Triumphant' post, I'm wondering what to post up next...
Went through the photos I took years back, finally make up my mind to share with you guys about the nature world around us.

1 photo will be uploaded each day or 2 days once.
All photos are shot with Canon EOS 400D @ 18-55 kit lens ( no macro lens)
All photos are copyright of JelenaToh © Production. :)

Malaysian Triumphant

2010-01-25T10:18:00.000+08:00

Malaysian Open Super Series 2010 indeed ended with a sweet victory for Malaysia. We grabbed both the men singles and men doubles titles through Chong Wei and Koo-Tan. Too bad I'm not in Putra Stadium to watch it live but I have some shots of Koo, Tan, Zakry and Faruzizuan to share with u all. I get to shot them when they appeared in the exhibition match of MMU Master last year held at Yok Bin, Malacca.
Well, it's really my hard hard work as shooting in an indoor hall with limited light and no flash allowed is really not an easy one! So I hope u guys like my work... :)
Yok Bin badminton hall

Zakry and Tan in a team!

The champion!

Koo and Fairuzizuan in a team!

Pair of Fairuzizuan and Tan Boon Heong!

Zakry's self portrait

Tan's self portrait

And for those who admire 'suai ge', here's a series of Koo Kien Kieat's self portrait. Haha

Look at the muscle at the thigh!

Break

2010-01-24T20:06:00.000+08:00

I'm tired of my encounters in life.
But life is such...
Unexpected incidents happening every seconds!
Isn't it?
We can be tired for the happy and sad ones.
So what can I do about it?
My way isn't the best in earth but it works for me :)

GO yam cha~!! Haha
Have a cup of hot coffee or choco may helps me to calm down and relax.

Stupid Experience...Again first time!

2010-01-24T00:21:00.000+08:00

In one day, two first time happened on me!
One was good the other was bad.
The bad one managed to bring me down to hell!

Good...
Look at the previous post ba! :D

Bad...
Let's talk about it now.
Aiks...Haiz...
The feel of not being appreciated, was so bad and embarrassed!
U guys should try it if given a chance.
Then u shall get the taste of it.
After a hard work, people don't even say a 'Thx'.
And just bla bla~
Not scolding...but sounds scolding...
With a sarcastic and insulting tone!
Well, does she knw that when she bla~..
she hurts my feelings and pride?!
At that moment I feel the world is so dark, uncivilised at all!

Baliklah ke Zaman Jahiliah yang tidak bertamadun dan hiduplah dalam zaman gelap!
Itulah yang kita nak! Itulah dunia sekarang~
Sedihnye aku ni~Aiks~
Suatu pengajaran bagi hidupku yang tidak ternilai!

First time again

2010-01-23T16:52:00.000+08:00

It's my first time again in my life.
Sigh! xD

I'm sure I remember all my first time which I'd experienced in my life.
For me,
The first time always remain and will not fade with time.
(As I still remember what I did for you 5 years ago)

What about this time?!
Well, it's my first try to drive in the learning centre.
Was damn tense and nervous while waiting.
Tried and practiced on the clutch, break, gear...
Then..
Drive la!!

God, I sat so straight up, holding the steering so hard.
As I knw this time is a serious one, no jokes!
At first I was quite relax.
But after the car jerk a few times,
Wa, I got shock!
Anyhow, this experience is a must for me in the ageing process.
So just gonna accept it and learn with my best!
Hope can be driving soon to fetch ... :P

别无所求

2010-01-20T01:12:00.000+08:00

至今，
还是身不由己。
多时，
还是得假扮。

潇洒,
就是我,
面对你，
它就不属于我。

遇见你，
仍是
外表镇定，
内心慌了。

我尝试放下
一切的一切，
但也许一切已是注定，
未曾办到。

心，
还想被你问候，
好让我能尝点暖。。

奢求的
只是一份。。。

关心。

我，没变

2010-01-20T00:20:00.000+08:00

这些日子来，
我领悟了些。

别人的一派胡言，
我不理！
他人的指指点点，
我不屑！

日子久了，
见面的时间可说可数。
可对你的感觉，
从不变。
心中的那把火，
从不息。

他人会有错觉，
因为，
我成功克制自己的
。。冲动
。。感情
但并不希望你也误会
我变了。

此时此刻，
只想你了解，
我从没变！
但愿你早就明白
心有灵犀一点通。

Random Shots

2010-01-15T23:54:00.000+08:00

This was shot last year ago in my school's staff room. Teacher's daughther in the mess (VERY COMMON) >.<''!

Shot this exactly after we finish SPM! I personally love the pillars which looks like those in Roms and my two friends behind which combine and create a mood in this portrait. *Feel so satisfied with this product and I managed to direct them how to poss*

Shot few days ago when me and my budd went town to jalan. She looks pro but actually =.= NO LA! Muahaha, she gonna kill me when she see this statement!

Latest photos of Jane

2010-01-15T23:50:00.000+08:00

Mine Phiten

2010-01-11T00:18:00.000+08:00

Newly bought Phiten @ 1U Phiten outlet store. It (Phiten products) may relieves our body physical pain, but I do hope that someday the dude scientists are able to invent one which can heal our inner wound... xD
Phiten Rakuwa Neck S

Phiten Rakuwa Brace S

'09 Year End Penang Trip (Ordinary to Extraordinary) #4 : Pre-War's

2010-01-04T00:35:00.000+08:00

Penang's well known pre-war heritage...enjoy viewing them! (Try clicking on the photos to get a larger view size)

*The way in to Khoo Kongsi (KK)*

*There u go...Khoo Kongsi*

*The way getting out from Khoo Kongsi*

*It's (KK) located here.*

The pre-war buildings...

Photo & Editing by JelenaToh
*JelenaToh © Production. *

'09 Year End Penang Trip (Ordinary to Extraordinary) #3 : Local Lifes

2010-01-04T00:20:00.000+08:00

The Penangites live a quiet and harmony life there...(Try clicking on the photos to get a larger view size)

Photo & Editing by JelenaToh
*JelenaToh © Production. *

'09 Year End Penang Trip (Ordinary to Extraordinary) #2 : Still Life

2010-01-03T23:43:00.000+08:00

#2. Still Life
Some random still life shots to share, welcome to leave your opinions. This slot contains quite a no of pictures, so take your time to go through every piece of art. Thank you. (Try clicking on the photos to get a larger view size)

Hot shots (Fav) :

*Flare*

*Flare*

*Flare*
Normal shots :

*Standing Buddha*

*Bird's eye view from Kek Lok Si*

*Parking lot opposite Komtar*

*Flare @ Giant Kuan Yin*

*Pagoda*

*GPS to guide us*

*At Chew's Jetty*

*Used to make rojak sauce or vinegar?*

*At Ipoh*

Photo & Editing by JelenaToh
*JelenaToh © Production. *

2009 Christmas Party @ Malacca

2010-01-02T18:30:00.000+08:00

Some random shots taken on 25/12/2009 Christmas party. It's sort of a family gathering. xD

This is only half of the family members.

He's eating...guess la...xDD

1...2...5...10!

Violent act against me! T_T (kena bully,I'm under-age)

1st aunt (*1st couple photo i think)

Wa,this one i dunno wat happen!

Kissing always! xD

Alcoholic...chicken-holic!

The entertainer of the night

She using a knife to cucuk my mouth!

'09 Year End Penang Trip (Ordinary to Extraordinary)

2009-12-24T01:16:00.000+08:00

SPM over, hooray!! Packed my bag, immediately ran to Penang. Although it's just a 3 days 2 night trip, I reckon it to be a promising one, in terms of :

Fun & relax photo shooting
Taste nice foods
Visit places
Observe local culture and life
Great time with family members

A visit to Penang is actually almost the same as to pay a visit to Malacca. It's nothing much if you have no aims and idea on what to do there. So, from the start, I want my visit to Penang turn out to be a pretty nice one. I focused more on my photo shooting subjects. Everyone have a camera and tend to snap here and there, likewise myself. So how am I going to be the unique one among them (photos of Penang)? I observed carefully the environment, the people and their life, and the places. The 3 days ended wonderfully. Managed to seize quite a amount of photos to share here. I think that I succeeded for this time, what you think after viewing my photos? Do I manage to turn the ordinary to the extraordinary? Feel free to leave your comments.
*Photos uploaded will be based on different themes from time to time, so? Stay tune!*

#1. Local Food (Try clicking on the photos to get a larger view size)

Char Kew Teow

Exact name I dunno,but I knw very nice!xD (opposite Gurney Drive)

Satay

Raw oyster

Penang Asam Laksa @ Gurney Drive

Ipoh's Noodles

Photo & Editing by JelenaToh
*JelenaToh © Production. *

X'mas Gift?

2009-12-23T12:50:00.000+08:00

I was looking for a pair of sandals for a long time since my Scholl one kena curi! So for this period of time I'm just wearing slippers. Finally, last Sunday went to KLCC and got one. I doubted whether to buy or not as it's damn expensive. But my aunt just said :'Quick buy la, as long as it's comfortable!' So, thanks her a lot for present me this Teva sandals and I shall treat it as my only Christmas gift for this year...sob! xD

And dear Santa,
I wish that when you drop by my house in this coming Christmas, I would like to have a Asics sport shoes as to able me to start my jogging and mount climbing programs. Fulfil my dream please. xDD

The SPM Merdeka Set Lunch =)

2009-12-15T00:22:00.000+08:00

After chinese paper, went to Old Town for the 'last' gathering...haha xD! Ordered many Merdeka Set Meals!

Bread with Cheese and Ham

Expensive Maggi Mee xD

Malaysian Fries

See? Hungry ghost starved for 10 months!

See? Hungry ghost jeling me!!

Ending and A Beginning

2009-12-14T22:44:00.000+08:00

Today is my last paper in SPM-Chinese. Hooray, really feel Merdeka! Never feel like this before. Hard or easy, is past tense, so forget about it and plan for my future life. It's in a rush as I'm leaving to Penang tomorrow. Welcome me Penang!! Visited this place 8 years ago. What I'm eager is to see the product of my photos shot there later. I won't disappoint myself I think. Have to stop here guys, gonna pack my things for the trip! Share with you guys later yea =)

Anyone? Canon 18-200mm

2009-12-08T23:56:00.001+08:00

I'm looking for a second-hand Canon 18-200mm lens urgently!! Anyone interested to 'dispose' off theirs and sell to me? Or anyone have friends wanna sell? Contact me @ jelena_kagoshima@yahoo.com

Break

2009-12-04T01:26:00.001+08:00

A break for myself. Sometimes things happening in reality life is just unpredictable and out of control, and that sickens me! Like what?! I just wanna have a quiet and nice tea break with xxx today after physics papers. But it's always unachievable although it's just a too....normal thing. Ended up drinking a Icy! Honey Lemon like drinking Kopi O Gao. F...it off! I just wanna have a break for myself! Feel decaying gradually inside.... :(

You know what?? Only one thing doesn't dissapoint me...the products of my photo! What you think?

SPM Thoughts

2009-11-30T23:04:00.001+08:00

So, this is SPM. The main topic people focus on it when we step into from4. What's so great you will ask?! Undoubtedly it's very great in Malaysia as it plays an important role in M'sian students' future or is our future decider. With the result, students every year is hunting and competing to grab a scholarship to get free tertiary edu.
SPM...it's everyone target and aim
... it's a responsibility to our school, our family, ourselves
... it's a burden (cannot be denied)
Almost everyone are frighten and nervous about it when SPM is mentioned. We try to forget the pain and anxious it brings but actually is in our sub-conscious mind throughout the 2 years. We play and party-ing and relaxing with a feel of guilt in the heart. A sense of guilt comes across me when I on my pc, facebook-ing, blogging, fun-ing with DSLR, playing badminton, watching tv.....the list goes on. So now it's the time, when I'm in this SPM period, except for the nervousness due to lack of preparation, it's like nothing as time goes on. When I get the questions, I try my best to answer and complete everything in time. How pain is it...how hard is it...it will come to an end somehow. But persistent is really important to get through the tough times for last minute study when trying to swallow the whole book in-you either study as much as possible tonight or blow it off tomorrow! This is the time where you need to be rational and wise. It's SPM, no joke of it, so pissed off and study although you're tired! Finally, 3 papers left to end SPM ( Physics, Chemistry, Chinese). SPM duration for this year is 5 weeks. You see...? Feeling guilty for 2 years for this 5 weeks and 10 subjects. Worth it or not?

Cut it off-History!

Everyone is pretty stress!

3/4 Through....

2009-11-30T22:09:00.000+08:00

30.11.2009
Finally finished the most sickening subject-Biology today! Cheers! You experience the feel of it? Gosh...it's as tired as finishing add maths ( sleep...sleep...pengsan!) but yet as happy as finishing Sejarah. Have 3 more papers to go, but yet can drag til Dec 14-Chinese the last paper. Two days break to Physics, gonna race with time.The worst ( Bio, Sejarah, Add maths) I'd endured and persisted through it and I'm glad I'm still alive and energetic. Two days break to Physics, gonna race with time to finish it! SPM! GO! GO! GO!

The Power to Excel

2009-11-26T01:27:00.000+08:00

This pendant is a gift for my SPM I think?! So it motivates me to achieve something extraordinary and so I do hope it motivates u too!

Be Inspired with Me

2009-11-26T00:48:00.000+08:00

Phew! What a day!

2009-11-25T23:19:00.000+08:00

God! Today's add maths paper was...(lost in words)! :( Paper one was unexpectedly easy but not for paper 2, plus a combination with the hot weather, was sweating while thinking hardly to solve. It is just SPM, but we're like in a battlefield, worst! After finishing it, I'm physically tired (just like few days never sleep) !!
Anyway, manage to complete quite a number of sums and left blank for 16 marks. ^^Now, I'm just able to hope for the best and wish that all my answers turn out to be the correct one. Rest now and start off with the headache Bio tomorrow! SPM! GO! GO! GO!

The End?

2009-11-21T09:39:00.000+08:00

Arghh....Is school holiday again! But not for the form 5 students! Shit...never mind, we have lots of holidays after that. Hooray...And is time to make a conclusion to my 5 years time in SMK Seri Kota, to my dearest teachers, to my friends, to my classroom, finally to my years of schooling in high school. Damn dilemma...^^ Sorry guys, I'm 'quite' busy in this period of time, gonna share my experiences and thoughts with you guys later (SPM ends @ 14th Dec). Wish me luck in the upcoming paper! Cheers...!!

My targets

2009-11-21T00:02:00.000+08:00

At this moment of time, if I mention "My targets"...straight away you guys will think of target of A+ in SPM! No way! Haha~ so what is my target?! ....Is a new compact-professional digital camera-Canon Powershot S90. My Lumix's is gone...lens spoilt! And a 18-200mm zoom lens. So hoping to own a brand new one and I don't mind if you wanna sponsor me either one (and u are entitled to a series of F.O.C JelenaToh's Style photo family and portrait shoot ^^)!

A moment to rest

2009-11-20T00:31:00.000+08:00

Finally finished 3 subjects- BM, English, and History!! Hooray! Especially History, was damn stress before taking it as just manage to focus on some ramalan 'hot' topics. Really regretted never start it earlier...haiz! Was praying so hard that questions will be on those I read. It's SPM, knowing it is damn important, so trying to memorize things at the last mins although am superb tired, feel like going crazy! BM and BI was unexpectedly easy **over confident**but it's true**. Choose the topic 'Beauty' to write in English essay. Guess how and who I wrote about?! Am very satisfied with my performances in both BM and BI paper 1 and 2. But not for Sejarah...it should be better! Lolx.. Finally get a break for 3 days...gonna work hard for next week's Maths, Add maths, and Moral papers. *Moral again gonna crack my head* Shit! But it's part of SPM, sooner or later gonna face it. SPM...GO! GO! GO!

New comer to Toh family!

2009-10-22T22:12:00.000+08:00

Compare with the below one...see any difference?

Random Posting Shots

2009-10-03T10:27:00.000+08:00

"Moon Walk "

2009-09-27T00:05:00.000+08:00

The main character for the day! Moon-walk show! Enjoy!

Future Life

2009-09-19T00:27:00.000+08:00

This is the life I dream of! Simple yet stylish and elegant!

Dream House

Examples on : Exterior View

Interior design

Home theater

2. Dream Car

3. Dream Accessories

DSLR

Mac supports the best graphics (best suits for my photo editing)!!

These are some of the examples! After achieving everything, my aim-world tour doing photojournalism. There are too many I desire to own which I'm now unable to. The only way is to get a high paid job...but how?? Study hard lo...I only left a few months time to brush up and excel. Everyone please pray for me! I need to be inspired and motivated! Praying hard every moment to concentrate on my studies by not affecting by external factors.

Local Thirst Quencher?

2009-09-10T22:33:00.000+08:00

It's hot nowadays! All I need is icy! So, well-known by the local as "Ais Kacang" do serve good! Shot this when I decided to eat it! xD

The flower within my heart

2009-09-10T22:04:00.000+08:00

Took this shot yesterday evening at my house compound! Simple editing and make it into my blog header! Welcome to leave your precious comments!

After editing...

How is it??

Ghost Festival

2009-09-06T00:40:00.000+08:00

The ghost festival near my house. It was late noon, I just walk out to see the "Ghost Festival" which people are now involved in it during this month. Noon...so what you expect?? The high tides are later at night. Only a few committee members are there. Anyway, I cin cai take a photo of the giant josstick! Share with you guys..

妄想??

2009-08-19T15:24:00.000+08:00

在那短短的几小时内
和你分享的
虽然只是个
普普通通的午餐。。
普普通通的谈天。。
但，
那就是你留给我的回忆。
和你一起的回忆
伴着我度过寂寞。。空虚。。
随着时间的流逝。。
回忆变淡了
只有在回想时
能感受的是那一点点的温暖
不知以后是否能
继续和您联络。。
继续享用午餐。。
继续。。
创造更多属于我俩的回忆......

Something to Share

2009-08-19T15:03:00.001+08:00

Never explain yourself to anyone...
As the person who likes you doesn't need it
And the person who dislikes you won't believe it.

We make them cry who care for us
We cry for those who never care for us
And we care for those who will never cry for us.
~This is the truth of life,it's strange but true.Once you realize,its never too late to change~

Don't let someone become a priority in your life
when you are just an option in their life!
~Relationships work best when they are balanced~
*It really does hurt as we'll give 100% to them and we expect something from them! But since we're not their priority,they won't give us 100%,and that's when tears come flowing down*

*Note from me.
I'd seen this in an email and found it meaningful and would like to share to you! Think and feel it while reading...Enjoy~

True love...

2009-08-09T01:36:00.001+08:00

If u have a reason for loving someone...
Then u are using your mind!
But if you love someone for no reason...
then you are using your heart...
and that is TRUE LOVE!!
So,
Look through your heart,
Understand what you want,
And learn to accept that...
The ones that you love the most,
Are usually the ones that hurt you the most...

Redang Trip

2009-08-05T00:16:00.000+08:00

It was so tiring this year that I often flash back on my holidays few years back. It was really relaxing and fun! During 2007 October 13 after I finished my PMR, I went Redang Island with my aunt and cousins. Redang scenery was awesome...especially it's well-known crystal blue sea
water and clean beach. When you are there, you'll definitely forget the huzzle buzzle of our city life.Here's some photos captured during my trip there...enjoy!
On the way there...Observe the colour of the water!

First sight of Pulau Redang

When we reached...

Redang's sceneries...

Some shots of ourself...

Group photo before going for snorkeling...

Nice nice also gotta eat ma...

Jiun's Birthday

2009-08-02T01:52:00.000+08:00

Photos taken during my friend's bithday party! Enjoy viewing...(^_*)

Picnik Editor

2009-07-21T01:07:00.000+08:00

It was really fun when using Picnik editor to edit some shots! There's much more to learn about photo editing...but at the moment I'm fully packed with SPM. So, have to wait few more months more before I can really explore into editing world!
Most of it were Orton-ish, focal B&W and posterize.
Some simple one...

There are few more but it's still a secret as I wanna present the owner!! Haha..shh...

Doubt

2009-07-19T23:04:00.000+08:00

真的很希望。。
我对你的信任是值得的。
经过了风风雨雨。。
内心还是选择相信你，
我也从来都没放弃过你。
我希望你知道，
心中的这份爱，
其实没停过。
明天。。后天。。
会再见到你。
可我不知该以什么态度对待你。
不是你的错，
你只是为了我好，
才愿告诉我。
其实是我，
无法在你面前面对自己的过失。
给我一点时间吧~

Frog Dissection

2009-07-19T00:25:00.001+08:00

The maniac frog killer!! Watch out!!

Firstly...

Start work!

We're trying to pull the tongue out but can't,so leave it like that lo...

It's intestines...

It's tongue...

Young Photographer

2009-07-18T23:14:00.000+08:00

Some candid shots of my cousins...

Although they are young, but definitely they held the cam with style!

They are our future star!!

怀念

2009-07-16T21:42:00.000+08:00

赖老师。。
我好怀念你。。
还记得您还没离开我门时，
我常常都会跑去找你，
告诉您我的不满。
在学校遇到问题时，
都会向你诉苦。
而你。。
随时都在那儿，
安慰我，鼓励我。。
指导我正确的方向。
之后。。
心理就会很安慰。
可现在。。呢？
在学校遇到问题了。。
不知可向谁倾诉。。
也不知哪个“长辈”可信任。。
就这样，
把一切的一切往心里塞。。
感觉好彷徨
好孤单。
我真的做错了吗？
我错在哪儿？
没人能对我坦白。。

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刻苦铭心

T.I.M.E

Heart talks #3 *Recall . Remember . Retain*

It's Time!

Heart talks #2 *Why do you shout!*

'Like Button'

Heart talks #1 *自我挣扎*

Bye Calvin Kuah @ 10.8.2010

Life Updates by 11/8/2010

2010 Yok Bin Sports Day

What I'm up to lately!

Coming Soon ...

Life update @ Johor

Life update @ 21/4/2010

Life update @ 19/4/2010

喘气

Rest! Break! Stop!

It suppose to be this way!

New Blog Header!

忍

渺小的解脱

Missing moments

My Holy Friday (2.4.2010)

Back from Bangkok, Thailand

Just one! (21.3.10)

看不清的那条线

SPM Fever

SPM results is finally out!!

My Work My Style

Temple Procession @ 28.2.2010

Model Shoot #1

2010 Chinese New Year

Another Work to Share! Slideshow...

JelenaToh's Photography Service in is Town! Join me!!

Birthday Gift

Dream come true

1.2.2010 (^.~)

Sense of Nature #6

Sense of Nature #5

Sense of Nature #4

Wonderful Friday

Sense of Nature #3

Sense of Nature #2

Sense of Nature #1

Malaysian Triumphant

Break

Stupid Experience...Again first time!

First time again

别无所求

我，没变

Random Shots

Latest photos of Jane

Mine Phiten

'09 Year End Penang Trip (Ordinary to Extraordinary) #4 : Pre-War's

'09 Year End Penang Trip (Ordinary to Extraordinary) #3 : Local Lifes

'09 Year End Penang Trip (Ordinary to Extraordinary) #2 : Still Life

2009 Christmas Party @ Malacca

'09 Year End Penang Trip (Ordinary to Extraordinary)

X'mas Gift?

The SPM Merdeka Set Lunch =)

Ending and A Beginning

Anyone? Canon 18-200mm

Break

SPM Thoughts

3/4 Through....

The Power to Excel

*Be Inspired with Me*

Heart talks #3 Recall . Remember . Retain

Heart talks #2 Why do you shout!

Heart talks #1 自我挣扎

Be Inspired with Me